This Is Not An Insult To Your Intelligence

Hi Tubby!!

This post is especially for you :) Because I was going to say all this in a comment and the thought came to me that its possible you don't even check your blogs for comments. If you don't I encourage you too because Shelby (especially) leaves you many comments on your posts. So ya if you don't check them you should start. If you do and I'm wasting my time byt putting al lthis in a post instead of a comment then oh well. Like the title says this isn't an insult to your intelligence because your very smart! You even kicked my butt on the math act. Anyways. This is what I wanted to say about your post. The first part is hilarious. You think your life is boring but it really isn't my friend. I laughed! It was funny. So you should stop thinking your boring and you should post more blogs so I can giggle. The rest of it..thank you :). Your incredible! That's all I have to say. lol. Oh by the way, the unlikely happened...I cleaned my room! YAY! Ok well whenever your reading this I hope your having an amazing morning/afternoon/evening/night. 831 :)

Is School really that Important????

So this is my first week that i have every single class its going to be a lot of work i don't know if its going to be as fun as i thought it just feels like high school all over again. Except that teachers don't really care and some kids come to class drunk (OK that might not be different for high school but they cant get in trouble). Today i was running a little late for class cuz for some odd reason i couldn't get up so that started me getting out the door later then when i got to school every parking spot was full so i just gave up trying to find a close spot and ended up on the opposite side of the school. thank goodness CSN isn't that big of a school so i could still get to class not to late. So my first class is HIST 102 and lucky half of the class was late anyways so i didn't feel to bad walking into class late. This girl that walked in sat down right behind me and half way through class after we have been talking about everything that we will be going over in HISTORY she finally decides to ask me if this was Business. As i turned around to tell her i realized what was wrong with her either she had to much to drink the night before or shes likes to start her day off with a couple shots of something.



Everyday for the past month my day has been spent waking up working and then hanging out with this perfect girl tonight was a little different i woke up, school, work, and then nothing and that was the disappointing part I came home and sat around and slept. I get to talk to this amazing girl all day and that makes the day so wonderful but being able to see her and spend time with her can make one of the worst days to such a perfect day. Well as you probably already know I didn't get to see her today. The past couple weeks I go over to her house till 10 on the weekdays and a little after 1 on the weekends and with school going on its been worth the lose of sleep that i have gotten its a more reasonable hour of sleep but not the same that i have gotten the past 6 months. Before we started hanging out i would go to bad at maybe 12ish and then wake back up at 12ish which hasn't been my smartest move and now that i have this 9a.m. church schedule it hasn't been the most friendly to me. I missed being with her tonight be i needed to catch up on some zzzz's that i have been missing as well. I know that i might get to see Chunky tomorrow so that's my highlight for tomorrow we will have to see what happens.




Thank you love for what you said today. I do believe you I really do, I just don't know why me. You have everything to offer that anyone could ever ask for. Your perfect I hope that some way i can show you how much you have done for me just be being in my life. 831

Sheesh No One Posts On This Thing Anymore

Last night, Tubby and I were talking about the fact that neither one of us has blogged in forever. I told him that I haven't blogged because I get on to read his blog and when I don't see anything I just turn my computer off. Basically he was doing the same thing. Goodness.

Ok so I decided to share our fabulous Saturday night. (Last Night). Saturdays have kinda become out "date night". Basically the only night that we actually GO OUT and do something instead of being lazy bums and watching movies at my house. So the other day I was brainstorming things we could do and decided it'd be fun if we went to go ride the big shot. Now here's something you should know about me. I'm usually associated with the phrase "all talk and no action." Yep that's me. I talk about doing all kinds of daring stuff but when it comes down to it I chicken out. So anyways, back to last night. So we planned to go down to the strip and ride the big shot. I wasn't nervous at all, I was all excited. Chey was ready to conquer that thing! So we get in the car and we're driving down there and Chey won't shut up about how excited he is to get up there and blah blah blah (ya he's a daredevil what can I say). Well he's talking and says something about heights, and that word, height, registers something in my brain that immediately made my heart drop. Did I forget to mention I'm ridiculously afraid of heights? Ya step ladders scare me. As we're getting off the free way I decided I didn't want to go. Haha. All Talk, No Action. So Chey was very disappointed and he begged and begged to go on it. But he loves me and sacrificed going up there so I wouldn't be scared. If only I could be as brave as my boyfriend. Anyways. We went to see the Bilagio water show which was nice. Then we went to the miracle mile shops and walked around because I'm poor and he's poor. His expenses have probly double or even tripled since he met me. (I hate when he pays I swear..I'm not draining his account on purpose). After that we went to the Paris. Now if you've ever been on the strip and walked from the miracle mile shops to the Paris you proably know that in that short distance 5904375138 people try to give you cards with naked chicks on them. So I decide to make a game out of it and instead of ignoring them I grab every single card I can. I got 25! Remember this detail because it comes in handy later. When we got to the Paris we went to the wedding chapel.

SEE! Awesome wedding chapel! No where near as awesome as the temple, but still awesome because you hold awesome marriagey stuff! Jealous is raging through me right now because I hold no awesom marriagey stuff. Ya I'm a nerd, I'm a girl, I want to be married, in general. That's life get over it. Anways, when we got there we saw this.

We barely missed the dead line DANG IT! So we couldn't get married last night :( oh well. Life sucks and then you die, if I should be that lucky (name that quote!) So we got in the car and went back to Mr. Amazing's house. But we figured out how to cheat the system!! We came back to my house at 11 and watched a movie! But my mom doesn't make him leave till the movies over. So even though curfew is 12 I got to see him till almost 2. :) We are so smart. bwahahaha. Don't roll your eyes at me, if you were 18 and had my ridiculous curfews you would try to cheat the system too! So that was my/our night. OH NO WAIT! I forgot a detail. Remember the 25 cards of nastiness. Well on our way back to the car we had to walk through the porn again so this time Chey grabbed cards. That stinker got 35 cards! 10 more than me! Seriously. Man he totally beat me and I thought for sure I'd win that. Oh well. Next Saturday Mr. Amazing get's to pick what we do so that should be fun. As long as he doesn't pick a movie I think we'll be ok. Hahaha JUST KIDDING! 831 :)

I'm Sorry

I've been acting weird that past couple of days, and for that I'm sorry. It has nothing to do with you or anything. I got upset last night and for some reason it carried over to today. It happens. I'm still sorry though. I know that I'm probably being dramatic and overly sensitive. I'm trying my hardest to make it go away. But I want you to know that what got me through the day was knowing I'd see you. You are incredible and without fail you always make me smile. I know your worried and I know I probly can't say anything to make that go away. Just believe me when I say you are amazing and I'm so happy to finally have someone like you in my life!!

Embarrassing

This is what I've decided. I can be a very self conscious person. Yep its true. I'm not always full of confidence like I pretend to be. The times when I'm most often self conscious is around guys. In the summer before 9th grade I started dating my 3rd boyfriend, but what I like to think of as my first real relationship. I never ever ate in front of him. EVER! To the point where if I was eating something and he walked up, even if I wasn't finished, I would throw it away. How ridiculous is that? Pretty dang if you ask me. My sophomore year when I started dating my next boyfriend the eating thing stuck. But then something new emerged. I met my boyfriend in choir and so once we started dating I refused to sing in front of him. I just about killed my grades with this. If I ever stood next to him I would lip sync the whole time. For our final exams we had to sing in quartets and because that's a small enough group that people could hear me I wouldn't sing, and then I'd get a crappy grade on my exam.

Last night I walked Chey out and we were standing by my car. He was trying to mess with me and I flinched out of the way and smacked my head into my car antenna! How embarrassing, he could not stop laughing at me. This is only one of the many embarrassing things I do in front of him. But, unlike the usual me, it doesn't bother me. I feel so comfortable around him. It's not like I throw everything out the window, I still try my best to..impress I guess would be the best word. But life happens, embarrassing things happen, and I just let them. It's funny and it gives him something to tease me about later. And everyone knows teasing = love. Anyways, I'm glad that I've finally found someone that I don't have to feel so self conscious around. Thankfully he likes me just for me, for my crazy, random, clumsy, fatty, horrible driving self.

A few weeks ago (almost a month ago actually) I wrote a story about a boy and a girl and at the end I said I would come back and post the end to the story. When I wrote that I had every intention of writing an ending. But this morning I was thinking about that blog and the fact that there isn't an end to the story. That story might not have an ending for me to write. In fact, the way I see it, the only way I can finish that is if Chey and I break up and stop talking to each other completely. But right now, that's not the case. Then I thought about how amazing it is that every day we're writing that story. The conversations we have, the places we go, the events that take place, the memories that are forming are all contributing to our story. How exciting! So far its turning out to be a very nice story...an amazing story. I feel like I'm really wearing out the word amazing. I need a new word. Something that covers all forms of the perfection that he is. I don't think there's a word in the english dictionary that describes him. Maybe I'll try to come up with my very own word. Oh wait I got side tracked. I meant to tie in a song lyric because, come on, this is me and I tie everything together with a song lyric. In the song Must've Done Something Right (on the playlist of this blog) it says: and I know that it's so cliche to tell you that everyday I spend with you is the new best day of my life.

Yup it stands true. It's all part of the story. Hopefully tonight will be the new best day of my life and I'll be able to see Chey. We'll see though. In the mean time I'll think of that word.

Je vous aime tres beaucoup. 831

What a Night

I have known that i have like The Most Amazing Girlfriend EVER don't get me wrong i have known but tonight i really really realized it. With school starting and both of us working completely different hours the time that i get to spend with Chunky, this week was the first week that we had to find out how and when we were going to possible spend time with each other. The first couple of nights it was hard just seeing her for such a short amount of time or a shorter time than we used to spend with each other. Well tonight was the first night that i got to really spend time and do something with her.

I had a blast tonight, first I went and picked her up and we came back to my house to eat with my family. After a few stories that my parents willingly told about my oh so interesting self, I felt bad but she listened to my horrible practicing of the violin so that i could some what play in sacrament meeting tomorrow. I'm so surprised that she stayed around to listen it wasn't the prettiest sounding what so ever. When i finally finished practicing we went to the fiesta station to go ice skating. I was so scared to go at first cuz i have never been before so Alix was so happy to go to see me make an idiot of myself but I'm so glad i didn't even tho it did come close to me falling on my face a couple times and maybe bringing her down with me. We went back to my house after a drive around the ghetto for a while trying to find something to do. while we were here we watched Enchanted for a little and then I had to take her home barely making it.

So the thing that made me realize that i have such an amazing girl is that today was just one of those days that i started dwelling on the past and some mistakes that i have made. Some of the mistakes that i have made I'm so upset with myself that i even did them. Some things i learned from and others that we just stupid decisions. So it started off not such a good day but the only thing that i could look forward to was spending time with this beautiful girl it seemed like i was never going to get to. The minute i saw her when i went to go pick her up i completely forgot everything and it just made my day.

When i possible couldn't think that i could have a more perfect day i look back and see that every day get better and better when i get to spend time with Alix even if it is for a short little while.



Thank you so much for everything that you do even when you don't even realize it. you are perfect in every way.

Walk Of Shame

For the past 5 months I have been working at a law firm as a runner very exciting stuff. Not really. I supposed to be working from 12-5 but usually don't make it in there till 12:15 or later. Today wasn't a good day for waking up so i was running even later than i usually do and had to rush to get off to work. Most of the time when I get ready in the morning and about ready to go I grab my wallet out of my pocket from the jeans the night before, well this morning as I got in my car I realized that I didn't have my wallet. I usually don't get pulled over so there was no point in wasting time to go back in and grab it so I just started up and went on my way. As I was heading to work I noticed that I was low on gas. I decided that I would fill up during work fully knowing that I didn't have my wallet.
I get to work at 12:30 finally, the nice thing about going in at 12 is that everyone is at work so they really don't know that I'm coming in late. I do my normal walk around seeing if there is anything I need to do before I leave and then head out to do all my runs. I start driving to go to the court house and stop by at a gas station keep in mind I still don't have my wallet. I walk up to the cashier to pay with my debt card. I tell her that I was at pump ** and i need $$ dollars on it (I don't really remember the pump number or how much I said it doesn't really matter tho). Now that I have done all that I go to reach for my wallet to pay for it in order to fill up my car (this is where i feel like a total idiot) where my wallet should be there is nothing so now I have to do the walk of shame out of the gas station and drive all the way back to my house jusst cuz I was to lazy to grab my wallet.

So I finished my day at work and not a moment to soon. Being done with work is so nice cuz that means I don't have to be around crazy co-workers and I get to see the one person that can brighten my day just by seeing her smile. Tonight was a fun night Chunky and Tard Butt had been hanging out before I was able to so they started watching Pride and Prejudice I finally showed up at the end which I was perfectly fine with. For some odd reason they like taking pics of me tho while I'm not really paying attention I'm not going to post any of the pics at this time but I might later. All in all it was an amazing night. It always is when you get to spend it with the most perfectly amazing girlfriend that you could ever ask for.

Thanks Alix your everything anyone could as for and more. I'm so glad that I get to spend so much time with you.

Dear Tubby

Today while sitting in math class there came a point when I decided I had better things to write than the notes about solving radicals. So I came up with a list of why you are amazing. This is only a short list compared to the infinate reasons for why I think your amazing. I figure though that this way you won't be able to tell me you're not amazing when I say you are, because now I'm giving you valid reasons! And when you tease me by repeating all the things I've said to you (like the paper bag thing) I can tell you to refer to this list and then you won't be able to tell me I'm mean lol. So here is the beginging of the many reasons I feel so lucky to have met you. (These are in no particular order either)

1. You cuddle with me. Even though there are times I beg for us to go out, my favorite thing to do is curl up on the couch in your arms and watch a movie. Even though I'm never paying attention to the movie those are some of the best nights.
2. You have an amazing sense of humor. My family has a very dry sense of humor and most people that come into our house run away screaming because they don't understand how we joke. But you play along and throw the sarcasm right back. (Even though it's my fault they tease you (yes I'm admitting to it)). Not only that but you can tease me. Your not afraid to joke around with me, but at the same time you never take it to a point that hurts me. You constantly make me laugh and giggle and that's amazing!
3. Along with always making me laugh you always make me smile. People always know when I'm texting you because I get this huge grin on my face. It probably makes me look ridiculous, but I don't care. Talking to you and being around you makes me smile so much I'm sure I'll get wrinkles before I'm 20.
4. You put of with my bratiness. It's not news to me that I'm difficult. People have been telling me this my whole life. Thankfully you put up with it. Even when I told you you sucked at picking movies the SECOND time we hung out. I think I was insane to be that bold by saying that so early, but you just laughed and agreed never to pick a movie again.
5. You spoil me. I mean this not only materialistically, but emotionally as well. I'm not much for materialistic stuff, in fact it makes me feel bad that you always pay and stuff (I have no idea why). But you make me feel like I'm perfect. I feel like I don't have to pretend to be anything I'm not because you except me just the way I am. I feel spoiled in that sense because I do some things that are pretty out there and it takes an amazing person to stick around after seeing me in my crazy times.
6. I can tell you anything. Literally. Well bahaha lately there's been one thing that just hasn't gotten all the way out there. And I'm not about to put it on our blog because saying it in any form of technology is STUPID. But aside from that I can really tell you anything. My whole life I've had trouble being able to open up to people. With you everything comes so easily and that's so amazing to me that I can share my life with you..good and bad.
7. You read my blog. (And blog with me). If you read anyone elses blog you'll notice that they all say, "My boyfriend never reads my blog." You take time out of your day to read what I have to say (even though I tell you anyways) I write my blogs knowing that your going to read them and be just as excited about what I wrote as I was! Sometimes the only reason I blog is because I know you'll read it. I love that! I love that you think what I think and say is important instead of just blowing it off (even if I do write about ridiculous things that no one really cares about!)
8. You let me drive. It's no secret that statistics show that girls are bad drivers. But aside from that I am a crappy driver period. I've hit 2 parked cars (1 before I even got my license), I've been in an accident, and I've run 2 red lights (recently..oops). I take a suicide risk everyday just by getting in my car. It's sad I know, but you still let me drive. You've never even said anything about it..except for the usual teasing of course :)
9. Your make me want to be a better person. I'm not exactly sure what it is you do, but something about being around you make me want to try harder...with everything...at church, at school, with friends, with you, with family. Since we started talking I've wanted to be a better person and that's amazing. I mean why would I want to be around someone that's bringing me to a place I don't want to be right? Right!
10. Your everything I want and more. Your all the 9 reasons above. Your physically what I want in a guy, your intellectually what I want, emotionally, everything. And everytime I talk to you you say something that knocks the breath out of me because without even realizing it you say something that fits me "model guy".

Thank you for being you and for being a part of my life for the past..however long..I'm not even sure exactly. You are amazing and I truly hope you know that! :)

Love, Chunky

Hardest Posts!

In my experience the first post of a blog are always the hardest. I hate them. But I guess if you don't have a first you can't keep moving on so here we go. If your still not caught up on the nicknames I'm Chunky (Alix) and he's Tubby (Chey) Basically this blog is an attempt to get him to blog. I have no idea if it's going to work, but it's worth a try :)

A little info: Like I said my name is Alix. Alix Elizabeth. I don't really like putting my last name on the web and I don't think it really matters anyways because eventually it's going to change. I barely turned 18 and I'm a youngin. It sucks, but whatever. I graduated in 2008 a year early. Most people tell me I'm an idiot for skipping out on my senior year, but I wouldn't change it for anything. Personally I think it was the best decision I've ever made. I'm a freshman at UNLV studying to become a biology teacher. My main ambition in life is to marry my soul mate, start a family, and eventually buy a piece of property big enough to have horses!

I met Chey over the summer on the Church History Tour. I though he was cute, but was kinda off on another planet during that time so I didn't pay too much attention to him. A few weeks later my best friend, Shelby, had a birthday party and Chey was there. I flirted my butt of the best way I knew how and he threw a bug in my hair. Before I left I pulled this trick where I basically stole his phone and called my phone from his to get his number. He took my phone and kept erasing it. So I left without getting his number. You'd think I would've given up after being faced with pure rejection, but I didn't. I got his number from another mutual friend and we started talking. We talked on and off for a few months and then I gave up completely. He ended up texting me out of the blue in like November and eventually we got to the point where we talked all day everyday. I really liked him and wanted to hang out, but it never worked out. Finally, we started hanging out and the rest fell into place. He's amazing! He's everything I want and more and I feel very lucky to have met him.

My First and Hopefully Not My Last

For all of those who don't know me I'm Chey McDonald, I graduated from Centennial high school in 2008 and now I'm going to be attending this amazing college called CSN I cant wait. It would be a lot better if someone would come there too but no they would rather go to UNLV idk whats so special about it. I'm going to school for my generals right now but as of right now i want to either be a Physical Therapist, or Physchologist, or even a scarier thought an orthopedic surgeon.

So Chunky started the blog to get me to start telling more about my boring life i don't know what shes really expecting out of this but we will see how well it goes. I'm so glad that i was able to meet her tho. I first met Alix on the Church History Tour I didn't really see to much of her tho. After the tour i didn't really see her till her friend Shelby had a birthday party and we were at In-n-out and she kept trying to take my phone to get my number for some odd reason i have no idea why. the rest you get from the post above no point in rewriting it. But I am so glad that i met and started talking to her i feel so lucky she is so amazing and words can not explain.